THERAPY!

Told a guy doing some research for a report today about some of my inner most thoughts, secrets and feelings.With my medical condition making me face the possiblity of death I feel that I need to be at peace with myself and only by putting on record some of the things that most trouble me will I be able to feel that.
Today I said a lot that I needed to say.I needed to express to someone where I think my problems are and why they have come to pass.I said what needed to be said and god did it feel good after.I needed to tell someone the wrongs that have been done that have made my whole life so bad.
When you are let down by the very people who were there to help you grow and be able to deal with life you have to be able to let all that anger out before you can ever gain peace. I have done that and it feels better.
I now understand why people go to therapy.